im discovering a friends friend through her blog, and cannot help but be disappointed(not in the girl, in my friend)... and even allowed myself to compare - not in terms who is better or worse, not the hows but the whats ..led me to backtrack my timeline roughly... i realized: i was not only thought, but trained, to be intolerant to mediocrity. i was so blessed with friends and lovers.
that is the root of the misunderstanding: when i was questioned, or blamed, i was compared probably to all these people who werent. who didnt develop this intolerance.
who stopped at the pretty of things( and of course the cool) , and never progressed to The